Your Love is a Lie

The title of this post tells it all...

I was playing with his phone last week and I checked through his phone. I saw that girl's messages at whatapps. When I was about to open to see to cure my curiousity, he grabbed the phone away saying that the phone running out of battery soon. I felt suspicious and checked his phone at middle of the night again and realized all the messages deleted.

I most hate liars! He is really a bloody mother fucking liar!!! He explained but I am not satisfied with his excuses at all. He admited that he has been lunch with that girl for few times. He claimed that I am not generous enough so he chose to lie to me WTF Meaning that he is not cheating me once but for bloody few more times okay!

Why not just go sleep with her every night and lie to me that he is home everyday? ALL are LIES!!!!! He said if he tells me he has been going out with her I will angry and not letting him go. Am I really that barbaric to let you go meeting your dear friends and you chose to hide from me?I never want to take away your freedom, and I am not angry that you wanna meet your friends. I just hate the way YOU LIE!! (Wanna blast Rihanna's song loud now wei wtf)

He thinks our relationship is settled down (hell, how I wish but the truth is reminding me in my brain that we are now). Besides, he admited the other girl was his ex (the one he kissed in all the pictures in the pc). Ya, he told me she is only a lala mui ah lian. Well, he kissed lalamui and might as well slept with that piece of seafood before. Lastly, he is too miss of her yet to keep all her pictures in his notebook so he can view any single second. Yucks, I am now feeling dirty to kiss with him wtf no wonder got seafood lala smell. He told me he scared I simply think if he told me that they coupled before. Eh come on, who care la, I do have few ex-es too okay! But why do you want to deceive me? I want a better explaination...

Since he chose to be like this and wanna keep this relationship going. I think he will get what he deserves very soon. I want my own freedom too! I will as well learn to lie to him :) And I will never trust him anymore...

Ops am getting emo now >.<
Sorry to you all to read my emo post again!
Well, there goes the very first failure of my New Year Resolutions...